At some point in your life, you will feel like a fraud. We all suffer from it whether you are an entrepreneur or not. There is going to be a time in your life where you look at what you are doing and think “Im not good enough for this” or “how did I get here?” “Am I worthy?” OR “I’m not deserving of this.”
The good news is this feeling means you are a human being. It also means that you recognize emotions and have an urge deep down inside to better yourself.
- The perfectionist. I am in this category. I set extremely high expectations for myself, sometimes unrealistic ones and if I miss the expectation even by like 1%, I feel like I failed. Now over time, I have taught myself to accept that failure, dwell on it for a second and move on. But when you are a perfectionist, any small mistake can make you question your competence and in turn create a paralysis by analysis mentality. You know what i’m talking about… let’s say you are trying to grow your instagram account. You know you have to create amazing content, the color scheme has to be appetizing, the hashtags have to make sense. So many freaking things to do right to get engagement… so it ends up taking you like 20 minutes to create one post. Then you see its final version and think uhh I don’t like that picture. I can make it better. If this is you… my friend you are in the perfectionist category.
- The Expert – aka the smart pants. I was not a good student in school. Somehow I managed to get into the advanced classes but I was a an average student at best until I got into grad school. However, the expert type feels like they need to be able to go deep into topics to show their worth. The inability to do so in a conversational setting can make them inadequate, uncomfortable or even depressed. They tend to do lots a research on topics that are of interest to them, love sharing their knowledge with the world and when they get tripped up on something, that yucky imposter syndrome sets in and their world crashes down.
- The natural genius. Have you even met someone that is just like good at everything and it seems so effortless? This is the natural genius. They are creative, quick on their feet, new skills come easy to them and they have a magnetic personality. I will be honest here and say I wish this was me. In fact, I try and manifest this to be me, but the reality is this is just not me. The natural genius type doesn’t just judge themselves based on ridiculous expectations like the perfectionist, they also judge themselves when they aren’t able to figure things out on the first try. When things become complicated, they give up easily because if it’s not easy for them and they feel as if it’s just not meant to be…. Or so they may think or convince themself of that.
- The super woman (or man). They work harder than anyone.. but not always smarter than everyone. They are constantly seeking approval of others for their efforts and then when they don’t receive the praise, it pushes them to work even harder.. sometimes spiraling into a work binge. This was me 10 years ago. Until I became focused in my career, I was this person. I didn’t know what the hell I wanted or what I was good at but I was damn sure to be the hardest working person in any room. I had some insecurities from high school because I wasn’t the smart kid. So I always felt like I wasn’t worthy to have a seat at the table but because I felt the need to work work work, I eventually got myself that seat…. and started seeing myself pull away from peers, even the most talented of ones.
- And lastly the soloist. I once had a boss tell me I would be a horrible manager because I can’t handle delegation and i’m not a people person. Here is the thing with the soloist type… asking for help is difficult because we (yes I said we because I do have a tendency to hang out here), we have a problem asking for help because in our mind it feels like we have been defeated. Its almost as if the ability to refuse assistance makes me feel more worthy.. even though in the end, it usually bites me in the ass. Do you ever say to yourself “I don’t need anyones help, they will just screw it up.” Sorry my friend, but welcome to the soloist world. Arrogance is strong in this category.
Well listen, just the fact that you are seeking to better understand yourself and fully realize your potential; you understand that you aren’t perfect and there is room for growth. There is always room for growth. That means you are already overcoming imposter syndrome without even realizing it.
First and foremost…. Your validation, your confidence and your self worth has to come from yourself. I know that’s easier said than done. Perhaps this is the biggest hurdle we, as women have to overcome. Even the most beautiful, strong, confident and successful women at some point look outward for validation. So I want you to do something that seems so simple and maybe silly but will help you out.
I have been beating my head up against a wall for the last year because I hated my website. I couldn’t afford a designer to build it, so I researched and researched the best “website for dummy” type platform and just made the best of it…. But then the more I looked at it, the more I kept thinking “why the hell can I not have the website that I want?” Whats stopping me from learning how to code. With all of the learning opportunities out there, I can do this. Its going to take time but damnit.. I can do this. And you know what? Its pushed me, it made me doubt myself at times, but the reward is seeing my hard work and true effort paying off… the proud feeling I get when I now look at the finished products isn’t because I had the money to pay someone. It’s because I utilized my brain, my creativity and my persistent nature and I made that shit happen. The gratification of looking at it now is such much sweeter then if I would of had someone build it.
I want you all to feel that. I call that a breadcrumb to confidence. Gaining that true internal confidence doesn’t just appear overnight. Life gives you breadcrumbs, little victories that compound over time.. slowly building confidence from within. Take these challenges are opportunities to realize your true capabilities.
And finally remember that if you are feeling like an imposter or start think is what i’m doing isn’t good enough, it means you are getting into the game enough to recognize you are a player. You are putting yourself out there which is more than most people do and you are challenging yourself to level up. So keep on pushing yourself lady.